How To Build A Life Together: Chapter 13
Chapter 13 Alex Pov (Flashback)
“I think it’s about time I told you about my condition since we have been dating for a while and if it’s okay with you I would like to take our relationship to another level,” Jesse says to me as we were hanging out over a simple dinner on the couch.
“I would like that. Taking our relationship to the next level that is. You don’t have to tell me about your condition I have a general idea about and you know it doesn’t affect how I view you or how I interact with you. You should only tell me if you are ready and if you trust me.”
“I am ready and I already trust you.” She says as she turns her body in order to face me.
“Go ahead am all ears but just remember that I won’t be a judgemental asshole like I was last time. I love you.” I decide to say the words to give her courage and let her feel safe but more importantly because I felt that deep in my heart.
“Are you sure?” She asked and I could sense the vulnerability in her voice.
“I am one hundred percent sure that I love you now, I will love you after and I will love you for years.”
“I have an XXY chromosome which means that I am neither male nor female but I love being a female so that’s how I live my life as a female. I have one ovary, a uterus, and a vagina behind my scrotum. I also have a penis which is rather small but it’s still functional. I can produce semen but my sperm count is low.” She says her head down as she plays with her hands.
I lift her head up so that she can look at me and then ask, “Can you have kids?’
“Yeah. I can uhh technically “father” my own children since I do produce sperm. I also have eggs that can be used but I would not want to do that since they could potentially have some genetic issues with them.”
“That’s so cool. You are an amazing person. Thank you for sharing that with me” I said completely amazed since what I learned when I did my Google search at first sounded scary, complicated, and hard especially since I didn't know her well at the time and I was ignorant to the fact that everyone is different.
“Cool? What is so cool about that?” She asked in shocked.
“Because it means when we have kids, then it means they will be 100% ours. That means in case of a medical emergency we won’t be worried about tracking the sperm donors. And what’s even better is that our kids will get to look as beautiful as you look.”
“When we have kids?” She asks with a huge shy smile on her face.
I straddle her, give her a peck on her lips, and say, “Yes. When we have kids. I told you that I will love you for years and those years are going to be full of kids with a mixture of our good looks and charm.” I smile at her once more before lowering my lips onto hers and kissing her softly and passionately. She responds to my kiss and I feel her hands move from my thigh and go to my back. She rests them there for a while moving them up and down until I move back with the edges of her shirt in my hands. I pull the shirt up a bit so as to can lift her up slightly and be able to take off her shirt.
“I think it’s about time I told you about my condition since we have been dating for a while and if it’s okay with you I would like to take our relationship to another level,” Jesse says to me as we were hanging out over a simple dinner on the couch.
“I would like that. Taking our relationship to the next level that is. You don’t have to tell me about your condition I have a general idea about and you know it doesn’t affect how I view you or how I interact with you. You should only tell me if you are ready and if you trust me.”
“I am ready and I already trust you.” She says as she turns her body in order to face me.
“Go ahead am all ears but just remember that I won’t be a judgemental asshole like I was last time. I love you.” I decide to say the words to give her courage and let her feel safe but more importantly because I felt that deep in my heart.
“Are you sure?” She asked and I could sense the vulnerability in her voice.
“I am one hundred percent sure that I love you now, I will love you after and I will love you for years.”
“I have an XXY chromosome which means that I am neither male nor female but I love being a female so that’s how I live my life as a female. I have one ovary, a uterus, and a vagina behind my scrotum. I also have a penis which is rather small but it’s still functional. I can produce semen but my sperm count is low.” She says her head down as she plays with her hands.
I lift her head up so that she can look at me and then ask, “Can you have kids?’
“Yeah. I can uhh technically “father” my own children since I do produce sperm. I also have eggs that can be used but I would not want to do that since they could potentially have some genetic issues with them.”
“That’s so cool. You are an amazing person. Thank you for sharing that with me” I said completely amazed since what I learned when I did my Google search at first sounded scary, complicated, and hard especially since I didn't know her well at the time and I was ignorant to the fact that everyone is different.
“Cool? What is so cool about that?” She asked in shocked.
“Because it means when we have kids, then it means they will be 100% ours. That means in case of a medical emergency we won’t be worried about tracking the sperm donors. And what’s even better is that our kids will get to look as beautiful as you look.”
“When we have kids?” She asks with a huge shy smile on her face.
I straddle her, give her a peck on her lips, and say, “Yes. When we have kids. I told you that I will love you for years and those years are going to be full of kids with a mixture of our good looks and charm.” I smile at her once more before lowering my lips onto hers and kissing her softly and passionately. She responds to my kiss and I feel her hands move from my thigh and go to my back. She rests them there for a while moving them up and down until I move back with the edges of her shirt in my hands. I pull the shirt up a bit so as to can lift her up slightly and be able to take off her shirt.
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